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hello my darlings...

2007-06-17T20:18:00.000-07:00

violet nakajima finally posting here...for the very first time.

i was so shocked yesterday when i stumbled upon the blog yesterday to see how everyone has been doing...only to find that the last post...was not last month...not two months ago...not even for the new year but...*gasps october last year! what is wrong with all of you...pull up your socks people! haha...im excused....i had no idea what the password was until today because i decided to take the initiative to wipe up this cob web of a blog once and for all and to start the ball rolling all over again...

first and foremost...i would like to adress a couple of issues.

-i miss all of you very much...but will someone remove that UGLY picture of mine and put up something....not so alien looking? ;)

-let's meet up...i think some of you guys have been meeting up...but lets make it an official nkjm and close affiliates outing. since we can't seem to get all ourselves organised...im just going to set a date, time and place. since bday's then seemed to be always celebrated with skinny dipping @ sembawang beach...let's do that! hmmm....ok maybe not skinny dipping....for a moment that just sounded cool....guess it was more of splashing flour and eggs on the unfortunate one but anyway....haha...we've got a lot of things to celebrate...and remisnisce about.

so here it is. i am hoping everyone will be able to make it...lets all act like idiots all over again

3oth June. Sat. 1pm SHARP. Sembawang Beach. You guys have two weeks to keep this day free cancel everything on that day....i'll cancel whatever plans i think i might have too...so everybody....pls keep it free.

Rule 1 - No boyfriends. No girlfriends. No significant others. =P

Rule 2 - Potluck. Everybody brings something? Food? Drinks (Non alcoholic =P) after all whats a partay without makan and minum right?

- i don't have everybody's number...was tough enough trying to get the password for the blog...haha! so my number hasnt changed... 90030002..should be able to be contacted at all times...call me...let's all zang!

alright...now for updates...

hmm...my love life sucks...

my significant other recently left me for some fish who won this thing on this show...gemilang? have ya'll heard of it? well it left me seriously heartbroken...im still going out with her unfortunately...can't seem to let go...but yeah...we are still going out...im the mistress. ouch!

but when its good...its reallt good...recently tho...jealousy has crept up on me and it hurts like hell...

however, im not being as stupid anymore...im trying to save my tears...been going out with someone else...nothing serious tho. other than that...

my lil sister just turned 11...hhaha...little girl's growing up...

my mum just underwent a major operation...multiple cists in the uterus...it was very very trying times for the entire family...it was terribly scary. she was on a month of hospitalization leave. recovered speedily and is back to work.

my nenek is staying with me...its terribly annoying because SURIA is on 24/7...i hardly get to watch cable....have resorted to dvd marathons in my room...so any dvds to exchange anyone? bring it on the 30th k?

alright...there's a lot more to update....but we'll leave the rest of it for the 30th...I wana hear from everyone...I miss you guys so much...wana know what you guys have been up to...

alright...i'm just going to put up some pictures....so yall know who to look out for when you see me...haha....and of course...for you guys to put two and two together if you get my hint...only so that once and for all...you guys know and not need to ask nuriah anymore. haha. if you get it...then you do! till we meet. ;) i love yall. holla. out.

Christine & Noraini

Juli & Christine

I took her on this sky dining thing over sentosa for her birthday...we ate in the air cool right?

M A G E N T A

2006-10-10T00:42:00.000-07:00

aili&aishah

my coursemate

Yeah. its my first time blogging here
and. its the 100th post.
too much of a coincidence ehs.
hehe
i miss u guys sooo... much
been so long since i catch up with
you guys. my life's been
pressurising. being around friends that
you try hard to please. being around the kind of friends that you cant
even be urself. its a terrible feeling ehs.
haha. so im glad i have frens like you guys
hehe. i can always be myself around you guys
no pressure
i feel relaks. so fun.
: )

cry cry. faster cry. haha
lol.
till here for now.
miss ya.
azni.
farna.
farhanah.
yah.
farah.
arf.
christine.

aishah's outa here

Aznie.

2006-10-06T14:32:00.000-07:00

this was taken during our first date to The Cathay.

Hello girls.

I've finally broken up with my boyfriend of 5months. It hurts especially after discovering certain things.

Indeed, a fair face hides a hideous mask. is that how the phrase supposed to be?
hmm ok nvm, as long as you girls get what I am trying to say.

I cried for 2 days straight last week and my problems are not over as yet.
When I am alone or doing things that remind me of the happy memories, I do cry.

I cannot guarantee that I will stop crying but I will do my best to stay positive.

I feel betrayed after discovering the truth. of course, that is what they always say isn't it?
Truth hurts.

It took me 5mths to realise how much Hideo means to me. But of course, I took things for granted and yeah. It is all too late to make amends.

But just as slow as I was to realise hw much he meant to me, I discovered soo many hidden things about him that really broke my heart very fast.

I love you more than there are fishes in the sea and higher than the sky.

And if it is not enough, my digital camera is spoilt and I need to pay 324bucks to send it for repair. my gosh.

I am so so so so so frustrated. OH DAMN..

anyway Happy Fasting to ya'all

achini.
muacks.sayonaraz.

captain blue

2006-09-14T14:00:00.000-07:00

hey day. its been a long time since this blog nearly decleared as dead by me!! whaha. updates i'm on my final stage of my drivin but still havin problems here and there. havin forbia too. still single yet unavailable coz my Y.S have already told my mum tat there this one guy whom i reali dun have the heart for gonna asked me for a hand in marriage!!!! whhahaaah WTH!!

i was nearly cryin out loud cum laughin damn hard!! damn.. tat dude is my neighbour!!! not the neighbour next door but neighbour next BLOCK! double WTH!!

ok lah girls fall for tat.. wad i can say is tat only half of the story is true. so up to u girls to believe which is fiction and which is facts.

Green NKJM

2006-06-26T13:46:00.000-07:00

I am happy to say that I am very happy with Mr Yoshikawa Hideo Ernest.

Yeah we have the occasional hiccups in our relationship, but we're doing fine.
We fight even the smallest matters but I feel that this small arguments actually allows us to communicate better.

In fact,our last argument actually made us realise that both of us can be so childish and learn to control our emotions more.

Every week we'll find something to argue about, jealousy la, too emotional la and even about my shopping habits which I am doing my best to shake off.

Oh by the way I almost lost my handphone. yeah my N6280.
I left it on the table during my cousin's wedding and just walked off.
Thank God my cousin saw it and scolded me.
Imagine the pain I have to go through again if I lose my N6280.
Argh.

oh by the way, Hideo has the warmest hugs ever. very warm and cosy.

and today is my late's maternal grandfather's birthday. 26 June 1926.
I love you guys!

bye
muacks.sayonaraz.

red nkjm

2006-06-11T00:35:00.000-07:00

Hi there.

JUz wanna update u guys on my life.

Life has been okay bt maybe occasionally there's sum ups & downs.

Skul has been well Hectic!
So many assignments 2 be hand in at one time.
So i'm always busy.... busy.... busy.....

n yeah,
another update abt me.

I'm nw officially single & available.

Yupz,
we broke off.

Will tell u gurls the story maybe when i'm ready.
4 nw, i'm hibernating in my own life.
Bt dun worie, i'll be fine.
It will take time bt insyallah i will stay strong.

Life has gt 2 go on =)

I miz u gurls ALOT!

when r we gg out 2gether again?

Miz u ppl lah.

Lets go out on one of the weekends, oriteZ?

Till then,
take care =)

Love u gurls lots!

Red nakajima

BOO. blue nkjm

2006-06-03T04:33:00.000-07:00

hey there pepz. of coz i miss u guys like crazy too. ok updates about me..

wad ive been doin..
-givin attitude
-cried frequently
-act as a happy wif no prob type of chic
-pissed off( this is normal)
-phobia of horns and stuffs
-been forcin myself not to eat.. i'm not dietin mind u!!
-played my handphone games
-tried goin out for shoppin to juz cheer myself up but nothing seems to work..
-listenin to lots of indo songs.( no need explanation)
-nowadays been wearin my Old contact lenses back. i dunno if it is stil in the ryte condition bt i juz put it on.
-drink nescafe and coke always...
wad else.. yea practisin to be a dj and bein a real LADY lately. yea like u know makeup and stuffs. be a REAL girl.. arghh my definition of real girl is putin on make up and stuffs(ladies outfits)
-askin more than wad i can have from my mum(both parents in fact.. but seem my mum is the one fullifillin it so yea.. mum) like as u guys know everything on my drivin lesson is being sponsered by her and i asked her more by makin her or more of merajuk wif her for not buyin my a laptop!! yes.. wad a ungrateful bitch i am. and now my dad are surveyin for me some laptop..

i dunno lah. i know its my fault u see. i admit i'm in the wrong and i DO tel myself juz forget about the un-important stuffs. I can live without it. but there surely one or two incident tat make me hate IT and as the result i being so ungrateful!! arghhhh!!

my mum paid for my facial. my mum paid for my tickets to see the artist!! my mum paid for my guitar lesson and in the end i stopped. my mum signed up for me malay dance wif sri warisan but i quited coz i cant dance more of i cant take it. my mum bought for me all the stuffs for me even though she din buy anything for herself.. and i'm not the only child in the house. there are other three though one already married.

yea i noe sometimes i do have some disputes wif her of coz like hu doesnt ryte wit their own mum?? but when i did some reflection this wad i can present to you... how "lucky" i am..

oh yea tats wad my mum can provide for me. my dad provide for me wif his cpf to settle my sch fee and also to drive me and family around wif his new car.. how lovely..

i reali duno y i type this down.. it juz tat its was on my mind and im juz typin it all down.. i juz feel something is lackin.. tats all.....................

updates.

2006-05-31T00:05:00.000-07:00

Hi girls. It's been a while since we last updated. I hope everyones in good shape. I just want to say that I miss each and every one of you girls.

Farna.
Kecik.
Aznie.
Chris.
Farah.
Aish.
Arfah.

Till we meet again...

Love, yahshinoda

Stupid boyfriend

2006-05-18T23:15:00.000-07:00

I have the most irritating boyfriend!!!!!!!!
ARGH!
HE ASKED ME TO CALL HIM AND I ENDED UP LISTENING TO HIS CONVERSATION WITH HIS BEST FRIEND INSTEAD OF TALKING TO ME.
FREAK
STUPID 19 YEAR OLD GUY
ARGH
HE HAS BEEEN TESTING MY PATIENCE
I SWEAR I WILL SLAP HIS FREAKING FACE IF HE IRRITATES ME FURTHER.
STUPID
STUPID
STUPID
STUPID
STUPID
STUPID
STUPID
STUPID

DO NOT MAKE ME DUMP YOU FOR ANOTHER GUY YOU BASTARD.
STUPID!

Green NKJM

2006-04-20T16:45:00.000-07:00

okay I changed abit of our layout.
It looks a bit weird..
So I hope you guys will bear with it for awhile.
Will edit it more later.

Anyways
I have been good.
Had an sms session with nuriah the other day.
Although we are in the same class,
I really do miss her alot.
She asked how I was and how was my love life.
I wasn't ready to answer her at that point of time,
So I guess I will now,

Yeah.I am dating.
BUT.
really, I do not wish to get deeply involved.
Wouldn't say that I do not have feelings for that new guy in life,
Cos I do.
I do have feelings for him.
But not enough to go on into a relationship.
He is definitely NOT the usual drop dead gorgeous guy I usually go goo-goo ga-ga over,
But yeah.we're dating.
And NO.
we're not in a relationship.
Casual dating.

We were in a relationship for one point of time,
But it lasted only for a few days.
I really do not wish to get into a relationship.
It's rather stressful.
The fact that he kissed me on the cheek yesterday had me in for a shock of my life.
Seriously!
I didn't expect that.

When he tried to hold my hand the other day,
I really got scared.
I was so scared I wanted to cry.
I felt all alone and so scared.
People say I was just being paranoid,
But really,
I am really not prepared for all this.
I do not wish to move on too fast you see.

Not that I cannot let go of my horrible past,
But I do not wish to force myself into something I do not like
and suffer in the end.

and Yes nuriah,
the abovementioned guy is Yoshikawa Hideo Ernest.
our big classmate.
HAH.

For now,
I have made my decision.
That is be single and be merry with you guys.
No offence to anyone,
But I am not ready to get tied down in a relationship.

All those jealousy and emotions are rather taxing on me.

Please do not breathe a word of this to anyone.
Nuriah.esp to our classmates.
thnks =)
And the reason why I had the password thing is because I do not wish to let others know about this.

I hope you guys understand.

Let's meet up to celebrate Farna Tall's birthday shall we?
Shall we meet up on 13 May 2006?
We can catch a movie and have dinner after that.

Any probs, do tag on the board.

Love ya
Siti Norazni Zakaria
muacks.sayonaraz

2006-04-10T08:50:00.000-07:00

ok.
now. some lil updates on me.
heeee. smallest of all.
hah.ok. anw. im sure u gurls alr knw im no longer with my beloved Nizam Fadhli.
hiax. things just didnt seem to work out......
everything just went down just like that.
14 mths... haix.
i do REALLY MISS HIM NOW. alot.alot.alot.
both of us is to be blame for this separation.
IM MISSING all those things we do....
maybe its because of my pms. im feeling sad and all. haizz.
. im now in this newly born relationship with cliff. yeah. u gurls dun knw him tho.
to tell the truth. im still confused. very.
im still sad bout the fact im no longer with fadhli. sometimes. thinking bout it makes me sooo miserable.
i still haven get over him... some part of me still haven let him go.

for now. im just going on with life... just going with the flow..
we shall see in the future what will happen.
for now. im happy with what im having. treasuring them.
and for now. N LVLs is tthe main thing ok.
whatever it is. my thingy with cliff is still new. theres still a long way to go. still processing.
fyi. im not playing with his feelings eyy. heee.

still, theres no one who treats me like u do.

-Pink nakajima.

achini

2006-04-06T12:40:00.000-07:00

You know..
I just realised that when my mood changes or PMS sinks in,
I crave for a GOOD bowl of Mee Soto.
I remembered the time last year when I dragged Farnah Short and Faraf to find a good bowl of Mee Soto around Woodlands.
Our conclusion was that Woodlands Mart has the best mee soto.

Sadly,
the coffeeshop was renovated and the stall closed down.
Even my favourite Fruit Juice Stall closed down.

So now,
I am going to have to look for another stall that serves a whoopping goood mee soto.
I know Farna Tall went to the one at Changi Airport and had a satisfactory bowl of noodles.
However,
For the time being,
I am going to settle for the stall at Bedok Interchange.
The one I grew up eating when I was still living in Bedok back then.
The coffeeshop at Bedok Interchange also serves good soya bean which, until now, I will occasionally go back just to have a soya bean drink.

Call me crazy,
But I will do anything within my means just to satisfy my cravings.
I've been in my most irritable and bitchy mood these past few days..
And I've been rather impatient these days.
I get angry and disturbed over the smallest reason.

So I have decided that the best way to calm and chill is to satisfy my cracing.
Which is,
to indulge in a GOOOD,piping HOT bowl of Mee Soto.

Oh my
I love Mee Soto.
Yummy
I can just feel the soup/gravy flowing through my throat.

And my lucky partner for today's Jalan-Jalan Cari Makan is....

Farah Fazlina Bte Mustafa Kamal.
She has kindly agreed to join me to have our tea-break in Bedok.
I love her to bits.
HEH.

Right at this moment,
I am asking Mean to come along.
Let's hope she agrees.

Hmm
5 minutes have passed and she still has not replied my MSN messages.
hah.
Oh it's Ok

Anyways.
Gotta get ready soon to meet Farah at 2pm

have a nice day ya'll

green nkjm.
muacks.sayonaraz

Aznie bunnie

2006-03-28T18:49:00.000-08:00

Aloha.

I was going through some photos and I found alot.
Funny ones really.
HAHA.

anyways.
I am addicted to Gadis Melayu
hahahahahha

ok.
nuriah mentioned that she wanted to organise a gathering?
why not?
I MISS YOU ALLLLL

green nkjm

muacks.sayonaraz.

another one

2006-03-21T20:45:00.000-08:00

Hi girls. It's been a while since we all last met and chat.

I've been thinking about meeting up someday, and we could just hang out or something. Erm, if you guys are in for it, just tell me when you're free and maybe I can fix a date..?

What say you?

Love, Black Nakajima.
-yahshinoda-

returns

2006-03-21T18:23:00.000-08:00

hey guys.. its the returns of the NAKAJIMAS!! hahahah. after one month plus.. finally one ANGEL update this er.. SHIT!!!?? hahahaha

so yea bluey here once again.. to roc you guys world... okoko basically wad u guys wanna know about us nakajimas??

okok wad i can tell u is tat we are gettin NAUGHTY, BITCHY ,PREETY,~~FATTY~~chubby lah!! haha okok wadsmore.. er.. OUR lifes..

farnah wif her "luvly" hubby paan, mengganggur!! hahaa , yah and i think wif her hubby i also dunno hu!! hahaha(like i'm a spy!! dun ever try to not to tell me.. hahahaha.. she also busy busy rarely seen her these days.. okok farna talll busy wif her sch work definitly!! like she in JC,i think goin to do the BUSiest EXam ever.. preparin for A-levels. okok christine i got no news from her.. she gotta be fine insyallah. aishah.. she montel!! i pity her, cant get excess in this webby! come lah aishah when u online PM me i tell u the username and password aite?? okok arfah.. she is fine busy wif her kAZAM as usual!! hahahaha. i'm sure she is hapy there!! do enjoy urself giRL!! okok azni!! THE MIANG lady!! she ah!! wahaha.. can i kill her but u guys dun report on me?? hahahaha.. luv to make "people" jealous and then get into a JEALOUSY war!! haiyo!! pening gw!! okok finally did i miss anybody out if not i'm gonna talked about ME!!

ok basically me goin all crazy on PETERPAn and enjoyin myself infront of the screeen to watched the tv programme on SCTV and RCTI.. these are all indonesian programme.. so some how some what.. my convo is prety well in indon.. but wadever.. ok interms of luv lifes.. Nothing yet.. dun worry.. one day ur little Blue nkjm here will get one soon!! hahahaha.. hell! havin my holidays also.. so yea kinda BORED!! ARGH!! so mostly i did is EAT sleep clean the house and EXplore my creativity on cookkin.. so one day when i'm fully ready i will invite my fellow NKJM to my house and taste my fantastic COOKIN!! okok i heard someone PUKE-ING!! DAMN U!!

chaoz then..

black nkjm's entry.

2006-02-13T23:44:00.000-08:00

as you guys may have known, i do not blog here often unless theres something that i want to share.

and today, i want to share with you guys a little snippet- about "growing up"

admit it. we ALL have changed. Some of us for the better, some just go to the more unsightly corner.

and my simple straightfoward message to you guys is: please think before making a daily choice, as it would affect your actions. and PLEASE. dont think that being a bad girl is fun, its good, its super-duper. Trust me. its NOT like that. cos its generally EFFORTLESS to be bad, but its million-fold to change beck to good.

okay.

moving on...
my love life is sailing smooth i guess. i got a man who loves me deeply, and i like him ALOTTT back. Hes cute too!!! (duh~~) if we do be together, rest assured ill get him to meet you guys... k.

school.
not well. project after project. azni overstretched because of school. I'm overstretched because of work AND school. Not good, NOT COOL!

family.
my family's okay, for those who want to know. My mom din't fuck me upside down yesterday when i dint go home. we just had ONE q-n-a session. "where did u go," mom says. "makan," was my short reply. hee~

friends.
i thank God that i've got you guys with me all these years.
i thank God that i've got my 6 jahanams with me tru this.
i thank God that i'm got my rotten family. Del, i love you.

So... yea. thats a summary of my life now.

you guys! we SO must go out!!!! CALL ME!!!

AND CHRISTINE, I MISS YOU!!!

God bless NKJM.

Amen.

HELLO Blue-blur-burp!!

2006-02-11T16:37:00.000-08:00

hello people. woah its been a long time since i last blogged!! hahaha. haiz.. lately i've been BUSY hell busy!! hahahaa.. but no worries guys i'm all well.

okok about recent NAKAJIMAS activity, er. so far i mainly met back some the rest are stilll busy wif their work and sch. ok stufs we had is of coz celebratin mybdae and our "SUGAR-daddy" was there too. wahahahaha

er. wads more. ok mainly was mine outin wif azni and arf. din meet as in WHOLE group yet. haiz "guys biler lah korg nak FREE!!" hahahahaha. everyone wif different schedual. hmmp.. for me, me havin my exam SOON. and recently went back to WGS and helps out a bit for NPCC. yea yea wadever. so yea. hell i was tired as i juz returned back from IDOL AUDITION!! nope no guys!! no worrries. its not me hu entered. its not the time yet!! hahahha. its one of AZni's sch mates. so juz went there to cheer him uP!! he did WELL!! haahaah

arghh this keyboard is HARd for me to type prolly!! arghh hell.. geez! faz very noti!! like to used the word hell.. arghh!damn entry MEREPEK!!! CHAOZ

-ChIPmuNk- aka FAZLINA

A Piece Of White

2006-02-08T01:41:00.000-08:00

A Piece Of White

Good day, babes. Been some while since I blogged here at dear NKJM's common blog. Pardon moi for the lack of blogging but I had other things to attend to when I'm on the net.

A whole load has happened to me of late. Want to let y'all know, but not here on such a public blog for the whole world to see (i.e. world wide web a.k.a. www). And yes. I am gonna move house in a couple of months. I don't think it's anytime soon, but yeah, we're moving.

I hope all of you are well these fine sunny days. I've been pretty fine. School was okay. Not much excitement (as usual). It was not too bad, but it definitely could be better. How are y'all coping with your respective schools? -> Farhanah doesn't have to asnwer this one! :P

Well, wanna go now and do some other things. Just want to drop in and blog today. Have a good day, night, week, month, year! May success come to us in many ways! Amin.

Love ya lots, Farna.

wehehe

2006-02-04T11:12:00.000-08:00

you know,
these days i have been having weird dreams.
hah.
and arfah claimed that i have beeen talking alot in my dreams.
weird stuff really.

anyways.
i have been really tired.
overstretched.
came to the point that some of my beloved frens have been ignored.
i am still tired though.
gonna go off to bed again
before going out later

see ya

muacks.sayonaraz.

hello

2006-01-17T14:53:00.000-08:00

Okay hello ladies.

if he chose to be angry or merajuk with me just because one of my clique members commented on his 'belongings' then fine.

i seriously do not care.
i made the effort of at least saying Hello to you.
and you chose to ignore me as a FRIEND.

seriously,i do not care,
i have nothing to lose.
I can always make another friend.
I do not wish to put away my dignity just because of you.
Okay?
you chose this path. Fine then.

muacks.sayonaraz.

something new-green

2006-01-10T18:45:00.000-08:00

*i want something new to get me through this.*

it hurts.
yet i am not as bothered as i used to be.
it's kinda numb.
i am so sick of falling in love.

maybe i scare guys away.
am i too scary?
or is it just that i am waaaaay toooo shy for my own good?

on the other hand,
life has never been happier.
i have the Kambing Family, Six Js,NKJM and The Zack Fam to keep me company,
never to leave me alone crying.
Furthermore,retail therapy REALLY helps me alot.
and i have my boooks and bed to keep me warm and comfortable.

so why am i still feeling so bothered and affected by some unknown factor?
you know what?
i get turned off by guys.
YES.
especially those egoistic,ungentlemen,unthoughtful men.
we do not need you guys to jeopardize us girls further you know.

muacks.sayonaraz.

green

2006-01-02T20:16:00.000-08:00

hello ladies.
okay.
like.
2006 been great for me so far! like HAH! friggging COOOOOL!

okay.my love life erm has its ups and downs.but who frigging cares about it now.
my school life is pretty good.
got some good news.
the SANA guy has finally replied my group,S.O.U.L Searchers.so we're gonna have an ex-convict to grace our talk,along with our CNB officer.

LIKE WOAH!
finally a burden off my shoulders!

anyways,
i have this sudden urge to write about my dream guy a.k.a The Sardine.

He must have adorable curly/wavy hair.
tall.
fair.
nice neck.
nice jaw.
those are the basics of the physical aspect i guess.there's more.but sometimes good looks hide a foul heart.
he must be funny
witty.
strong.
not snobbish at all.
kind.
smart.
willing to give and take.
not overcome by jealousy
not obsessive
not possesive
weird.
love me with all his heart cos i will love a guy with all my heart with pure sincerity.
happy-go-lucky.

hahahaaa
i can just melt thinking of my dream guyy...
haiz.

OKAY ENOUGH SITI NORAZNI BTE ZAKARIA.

hehehe
have fun loving people.

muacks.sayonaraz.

Blue

2006-01-02T19:12:00.000-08:00

hello there!! WELCOME 2006!!! hahah NAKAJIMA nearly approachin 1 year old!! BUT!! our friendship have long started since we're in SECONDARY ONE!! imagine tat!! sec one.. but tat is juz HI!! BYE!! kind of a realtionship not like NOW!! shared happy and SAD moments together.. HAHAH

2005 wad the interstin event...

our first JOB!! our FIRST result!!! our FIRST serious relationship( this goes to the NKJm hu have BF..!!)!!our FIRST ever INDEPENDENT studies!!! let see wad more FIRST we have!! er.. damn i cant remember!! haha

so yea.. we DO enjoy every each of our moment together.. be it bdae celebrations or normal hang outz!!! haha

so yea we got lots of event comin upz people.. haha our Mrs jones bdae!!! *cough*my*cough*bdae*cough* er.. anymore.. do adds on.. haha

hope this new year will be a very great year for us!! and yea!! we're all gonna be one year older and movin to second year SOON!! YEA!! amin!! then without us knowin FARNAH gettin married!! hhahahaha AZNI havin her third curly hair child. christine gettin crazier day by day. aishah gettin so CUTE and become the sexiest MISSY(nurse) ever!! farna our supermodel.. NUriah our CEO!! arfah and her hip hop family.. finally ME FARAH FAZLINA!! haha the next superstar!!! hahahaha

okok i know its all rubbish!! but u wont know.. hu knows one day.. one fine day.. DID i miss anyone?? hahhaa.. all the best people!!! MUCKZ

green.

2005-12-25T13:46:00.000-08:00

another year is coming to an end.
it is rather fast aint it?

2005 goes and 2005 comes.

they say all good things will come to end fast.
true.

2005 holds a lot of beautiful memories for me.
Yes,
some are rather painful,
but they serve as lessons learnt for me.

Yes,
my heart got broken for the 3rd time again.
maybe it's meant to be broken everytime.
it's okay.
the feeling is numb.
i believe i will grow stronger.

as i reminisce those days in 2004 and early 2005,
i can't help but feel so happy that we had a fulfilling life.
YES,
we complain and complain on how life was dull and sad,
but we pulled through.
as a group.

Aishah a.k.a Magenta NKJM's 17th birthday is round the corner.
I wish you a Happy Advanced Birthday.
May your wishes be fulfilled
and have a happy 17th birthday.
grow up to be a happy woman k?

Merry Xmas and Happy New Year everyone.

aznie.
muacks.sayonaraz.

Red nakajima

2005-11-28T20:57:00.000-08:00

HarLow
my dear nakajimas =)

It has been a long time since i last updated at ur blog.

So sowie,
actuali i forgot the password 2 ur blog.

So instead of asking the other nakajima-ians,
i decided 2 try out all the other apsswords tat i can tink of :P

Lame rite???

Hehe

It has been ages since the last time we all get to hang out 2gether.
Missing u guys LOADS!

Anyone wanna organise a outing
4 the nakajima-ians???

Hmm...
so yeah,
my course is gonna end pretty soon.

My last class wud be on the 9th dec.

Wee~

Maybe afta tat i can werk first 2 earn
enuf money 4 my advanced diploma.

Hope,
all my dearest Nakajima-ians are doing fine =)

Hope,
to see u guys soon =)

Lots of love,
Red nakajima
aka
Farhanah_short.

*MuackZ*

hello

2005-11-26T00:00:00.000-08:00

hey there!! farahfaz here!! haha my new name created by AMINAH!! haha nice nice!! ingat lau gua popular buat banner besar besar!! namer FARAHFAZ!! hahaha

deng!!

wei!1 i'm crazy liao!! skul start for me last three weeks!! been busy!1 the reports proposal are gettin on nerve!! its getin more and more!! arghh!! it looks kinda simple but when u place ur bums on the chair and do it on ur comp it turn out to be DARN HARD!! deng!! hate it!!

agrh!! stress!! yes i am!!!

that bonchet the new lecturer!! haiz!! i know its my first time seeing him he attacked me juz now! luckily teh things he ask me todo i know it!! geez!! not memalukan lah.. its kinda of nak kena kan org jer! deng betul!!

i was half cursin half thankin him like hell coz he make me learnt on my own!! haha. he did nothing actually. all he did was yawning asked us to go outs and present our work and thats it!! our one hour lesson gone.. hhahahaa bloody hell!!

aite gtg now sleepin time!!

updates

2005-11-18T12:52:00.000-08:00

school is starting soon.
i do not feel like going to school.
too lazy.

on the other hand,
i still have to go to school.

looking on the bright side,
at least i would be able to steal some glances at him.

oh how much i missed him.

I AM GONNA WATCH HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE LATER!
with dearest farahfaz and arfah!
weeeeeeeeee
cannot wait at all!!
green here.
muacks.sayonaraz.

HELLO!

2005-11-07T19:58:00.000-08:00

i thought this blog could use some photos.

so i shall post some photos on pink and green nkjm raya days ayy

my newborn nephew.3 months old.Mohd IRFAT something2.
can't really remember

cousins in the van.

My oh-so-handsome nephew ammar sufi!

cousins

abah and mak.

ibu and ayah

West Coast.

they claimed i look like cikgu bedah here.

okay these are some photos taken.of course there are more.too malas to upload.

enjoy

SELAMAT HARI RAYA.

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.

from green and pink.

bluey

2005-10-27T15:49:00.000-07:00

hey me again. hahaha bluey here.. so yea raya is approachina nd without su knwin it its nearly the end of the fastin months.. like u guys are enjoyin the last days of RAMADHAn me here enjoyin my holidays.. haiz. thats wad i miss most.. but its ok.. so yea.. ive nearly settled everythin juz left wif my beg and my house!! haahha how about u guys?? school?? yea i know exam aite?? hhaa but soon it wil be over.. unlike me!!! like when the raya start tahst when my school will be reopen sux aite?? people in a spirit of RAYA "COLLECTION" me down here studyin.. hahhaha

to those hu gotten back ur result and passed everything ALHAMdullillah.. may u succeed all the way aite?? ive got mine and i passed too!! haha. lets go celebrate!! lolz..

so yea.. ive changed the blogskins.. hope u guys like it.. so yea.. bye... selamat berpuasa and selamat hari raya maadf zahir dan batin..

"hari raya hari yg mulia
hari setiap insan bermaaf-maafan
salah silap saya, ampun dipinta
tidak satu manusia terlepas dari kesilapan....." juz a small pantun from me to u...

-FAzLYna- the QuEeN

Hello

2005-10-05T14:54:00.000-07:00

HEy so yea.. today marked the first day of the fastin months!! YIPPY!! hahha. okok fazlyna here as usuall nah spendin most of her days at home listenin to radios and watchin VCdz tt my elder bro had bought.. okok. watchin GREEN STREET HOOLIGANSS there elijah WOOD!! my third pretty boi!! hhaah.. the movie have not been released yet but yea u know i know.. hahakz.. okok

the movie is not bad.. but not worth to watch during the $8:50.. hahhakz..

ahh!! so bored.. okok like wad i love to say at my blogz.. GOIN ON TO THE GLAM CITY!! hahhaha

like real.. arghh WADEVER!!! boredom!!

2005-10-01T12:48:00.000-07:00

am bored.
chatting with meanie min
hello meanie mean min!

going out later.
to J.B
cannot wait.
family dinner and movie before the fasting month starts
on wednesday.

i wish you guys all the best !
Selamat Berpuasa
green.
muacks.sayonaraz

bluey backy

2005-09-27T16:34:00.000-07:00

after few weeks i shall say, ive decided to write..

so yea wad we all have been doin the nakajimas.. busy wif skul, exam, tests and work.. some of us are havin holidays and some are still skulin.. hahhakz..

we meet up the other time catchin up wif stuffz yea.. updates ourselves. everybody is doin fine i guess.. though i decided to call this week is the emo cum anger frust week.. hhaahhaa so yea happy emo/anger frust week..

erm. wad more should i write.. oh yea about me?? i'm startin to slack!! coz i'm havin my holidays and during the weekends, i will help outz my mum wif the TAA tingy.. its at various places in singapore(duh!!) like tanjong katong complex is this sat and i'll be there and the followin week i will go down towards the east and west.. all depends.. then when after the fastin month, i'll be proceed on the the mediacorp doin the ikhlas tingy.. so yea.. very busy.. but heck i luv doin this together wif my mum.. will help my mum whenever she need me..

oh yea and meanwhile, i'm seacrhin for jobs.. yea .. wanna start work again.. but most prolly if ive got the job, i'll be workin during the weekdays coz weekendz, i'm busy helpin mum as u can see there..

so yea enuff said about me.. to the otehr nkjm if u all wanna update plz do so.. forgeten the password and username can ask me.. :)

p/s: selamat bulan puasa yg akan menjelang..

hey ladies

2005-09-17T21:33:00.000-07:00

shopping shopping shopping
i know.
guys hate to shop with their girlfriends.
actually.
MOST guys hate shopping with girls.

haha.
however,
i went to the Co-op shop in school with G.C the other day.
he wanted to get a pair of the school's PE tshirt.
we couldn't find it ourselves.
so i asked the girls behind the counter.
the answer?
'PE tshirt dun have'.

i was expecting a more detailed answer.
but no.
it was like asking the wall for an answer.

patiently,
i asked again.
'when is the tshirt going to be availabe?'
the girl,
'dunno leh,'

being a business student,
i stood there,appalled.
like.
what a disgrace.
a business student yet she doesn't know anything?
the weird thing is,
everyone didn't know.

fucks them.
you bring shame to my course.

so i gave them my sweeetest yet sarcastic smile,
and said to G.C,
'fine,let's go G.C.'

outside the Co-op,
G.C said,
'ahh..this is why shopping with girls is good,'
i asked why.
he wouldn't reply.
but i knew the reason.
it was because,
if it was a guy who accompanied him,
the guy would not even bother to ask for more details.

anyway,
this is not the first time the Co-op did this.
i've experienced it myself.
irritating.

anyway.
wanna know something?
i REALLY have this HUGEST crush on G.C
too bad.
he told me he wouldn't date a malay girl
because he doesn't want to convert.
haiz.
what a waste.
he is so good-looking and a full of goals.
aiyah.

still.
i also have this HUGEST crush on that CURLY-HAIR dude in school from BIT.
oi.
I LIKE YOU LEH!
you have such beautiful hair.
and body.
hottie.

can i get to know you.
pretty pleaseeeeeeeee.
i promise i will be a good girl.
the girl of your dreams.

i swear.
i will be the luckiest girl in the world.
if i get to be your dream girl.
to be urs.
weee!

oh.
i went spent 50 bucks just nw with arfah.
bought accessories mainly.
and ate at BK and Gelare.
Yummmy.
birthday celebration.advanced.haha
sisterly love.
love you tipah.
oh.
new template.

green nkjm

muacks.sayonaraz.

Bluey nakajima

2005-09-02T22:21:00.000-07:00

hello darls. after so long we were "reunite" back at WGS!! lolz.. had fun wif u guys.. mizz ya lots dun u guys know tat! lolz..

ok ok juz wana talk about.. erm.. LIfe tat full wif laughter.. lolz.

ok ok.. ive been havin slight bad days.. for two weeks in the row, ive been feeling full of anger and nothing do make me happy.. stress wif stuff and some stuff juz repesated itself epscially my skul fee tingy!! it stil had not SETTLE!! fought wif my guy friend and normal younger sis. corked up in studies..

yea yea.. tats all in the past, ive becomin much more happier with NEW stuff happenin in my LIFE!! yes wif tat SPEcial someone tat ive FOUND back!! no its NOT mine but it is juz someone special.. lolz..

U BRIGHTEN UP MY DAYS lately. thanx. wif your smile, it juz cheer up my days.. lolz.. ARGHH!! ive said alots down here.. hhahhahah

ok ok not to forget U MY BUDDIES!! the laugh we had.. hahhaha. had fun again today wif azni and farina.. watched movie. hahhhaha

oh gosh.. i gtg now STUDY!! exam!! lolz..

green NKJM

2005-09-01T21:27:00.000-07:00

i really had the best day.yesterday.
since school started?
yesterday was the day i really laughed merrily and happily.
i was happy.
i forgot all of my troubles.
all i could think of was happiness and,just laugh.

things hasn't been calm for me these days.
who would believe that i'm suffocating these days?
honestly,
i am.

i doubt nobody noticed that.
ironically,
i am so busy running around,trying to help people with their problems.
people kept pouring their troubles to me.
i can never understand why.
is it because i do not reprimand all of you?
or is it that i really did give you support?
how can i?
when i'm without any support?

sometimes.we do things without thinking of the consequences.
indeed.man is selfish.
i plead guilty to that charge.
we do things without asking the others.
without thinking or considering other factors.
yes indeed,
sometimes,we have to be selfish.
however.
too much of being selfish is a bit way too extreme don't ya think?

i'm not going to school tomorrow.
i am too lazy.
too frustrated with a few people.
too tired.

lastly.
i'm contemplating whether to quit ITE or not.dire consequences?
i dunno.

azni on the rocks.clinging.
muacks.sayonaraz.

green nkjm

2005-08-25T14:46:00.000-07:00

green.pink.red.blue nakajima.
anyway.
taken 2 weeks ago.
farnah short and farah.
you've finally seen him real life ay?
*winks*

i'm feeling so emotional.
been crying.
for no apparent reason.
feeling lonely and empty.
i didnt laugh as much as i was supposed to last nite.

i've been provoked too.
disappointing.
coz i didnt expect him to provoke me.
i'm having my PMS.
do not blame me for being angry at you.
you started it.
you made me so disappointed and angry.
*slapped u hard*

i thank GOD
you actually apologised.
becoz if u hadn't,i would nvr go to the outing.
you're forgiven though.

the movie.THE MAID.
wasn't up to my expectations.
i screamed bcoz i wanted to vent my anger.
(tho some scenes were really scary)

and to the other dude.
thanks a lot for listening to my crap okay last nite.
i'm sorry for making u stay up until midnight okay.
but i was really scared/lonely/empty.
very sweet of you to plan my birthday celebration when my bdae is still a mth away
thnks for cheering me up.
sometimes.i wish i was your girlfriend.
however.at the same time,i feel that.both of us are still immature.
love you loads buddy.

i know.
all of you hate it when i'm feeling emotional and lost.
but i seriously cannot help it.
This personality of mine is inborn.
i cannot change that fact.
i am and forever will be emotional.
i just need to talk.
i can even talk to myself.
seriously.
and i will not stop talking.
it is going to continue and continue.
until i'm satisfied with talking.
do me a favour okay ladies.
leave me alone.
please do not give me the 'i-hate-it-when-you-are-emo' look
or 'wake-up-azni' look.
i will wake up.
and if you hate it when i am emotional.
then.
i dunnu.
i guess.you still cannot accept the inborn fact?
stop telling me that i'm not helping myself.
because.its just PMS.when i'm feeling super emotional.
thanks alot k.
i really appreciate it if you just leave me alone.
spare me those remarks/looks.
no offence to anyone ya.

i've made my decision.
i will continue.
to understand the true meaning.

My All*Mariah Carey*(not the full lyrics)
I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me be right
'Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side

I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine'
Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight

Baby can you feel me
Imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you're so far
Like a distant star
I'm wishing on tonight

Home*Michael Buble*(not the full lyrics)
Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home

Maybe surrounded by
A million people
I Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home,
I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home
And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

green nkjm.achini.aznie.siti norazni

BlUeyy

2005-08-05T02:35:00.000-07:00

Hey DArlZ!! how u guyz been?? missin u guys like hell. okok. now i'm sleepinlate again.. its nearly 2:30 am now.. haiz.. goin off today at rnd 5pm.. goin somewhere to Enjoy.. getin some shoppin and some freakin hell enjoyment.. hahaha..

ok studies wise ive been doin well.. anyway.. ive got some changes to be done.. i know itmay sound stupid but i juz gotta mayb do it.. for my Dreams...

ok.. ive been wantin to take yea mass comm for years long ago aite but now i'm stuck in ECC for three years due to my excellent english tat i can managed to get.... yea so now.. i tot of retakin my english Os and then prooceed on to MC at NP... i dun know it may sound stupid.. but its the same if i complete the three YEARs ECC diploma and then advancin myself to UNIversity and take media studies..

i told some of my poly friends about wanntin to go UNI after graduatin and take media studies which is totally not wad i currently take and they like tell me tat i'm stupid coz ive taken for 3 FREAKIN years of DIPLOMA in ECC than i suddenly went to uni take MEDIA!! it is so unbelieveable.. and i was like hello.. its my dreams and i need do to someting about it aite.. haiz..

so now i realli cant choose which path to go.. firstly my parents might kill me secondly i hate it if all the thangs ive taken, i gave up half way!! shit.. haiz..

ok enuff of tat.. in poly.. haha. NYP!!! hhaha... i dunno.. i got a crush on this dude from my class and recently he was admmitted to the hospital due to dengue fever.. visit him on wednesday.. and he kinda weak.. ahahah. i realli miss him though.. seeein him in skul.. hahha.. but one thing i realli hate about him is tat he is too QUIET and he dun know how to show his expression..

onli at times he may smile and the smile is like Avril lavinge like tat lor.. he can smile BUT it looks like the smile is being forced.. and when we visited him the other time he was like no reaction!! goodness!! its hard likin a guy wif no EXPRESSION!! hahaha ok gtg now wanna sleep.. tata..

hi

2005-08-01T20:11:00.000-07:00

err..our blog is getting dusty???
where you guys been???
come on...dun just update your own diaries/blogs.
!!

okay
miss you all
muacks.sayonaraz
green

hi ladies

2005-07-21T17:37:00.000-07:00

orite
i dunno.i have soo many crushes..weeee.

1st crush
-that curly hair floorball dude!(MY PRIORITY!)
2nd crush
-that goatee guy!
3rd crush
-still him.though.i'm moving on...

anyway
green nkjm
muacks.sayonaraz.

hey babes

2005-07-09T17:24:00.000-07:00

rite
its 9th of July.life is good.though they are some emotional rides this week.some painful memories were recalled.those painful memories.enough to scare off any girl or woman around.

i cried again.for 3 nights.out of fear.these memories are something i cannot forget.and i am forced to accept the horrible truth.i know it happened for a reason.but i dunno.i am still fearful.

will my husband be able to accept me for who i am?
will i scare them off?

everyone.
STOP telling me to calm down and relax.
i've had enough.

STOP telling me to take care of nuriah's well being
i will never wake her up if she sleeps in class.
i will never control her life.
i will never make her eat her medicine
i will never force her to go to school

calling me selfish?
fuck off.

how come none of you realised that i cannot even control my OWN bloody life.i guess none of you have realised that i still have not gotten over the incidents that happened to me last year.

i'm tired.
real tired.

please let me off.

someone take over me.

or.
stop calling me selfish.
i might just slap you.

emotional green.
muacks.sayonaraz.

Red Nkjm

2005-07-03T15:30:00.000-07:00

Wee Wee

Tat's another way of saying "HarLow" 2 all my fellow Nkjm-ians =)

HahakZ....

Wah!

Now all d Nkjm-ians r busy wif ur daily skul life.

Haiz....

I miz u guys LOADS & i really mean LOADS!

When can we meet up again???

Oh yeah....

I did sum reading up on ur blog entries & most importantly ur letters.

Remember???

HahakZ

Sound soooooo mysterious seh :p

HahakZ

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I'm now spinning ard on my chair & laughing =)

HahakZ

Its juz d crazy side of urs truly, Farhanah a.k.a Red nkjm.

HahakZ

Miz u guys LOADS & LOADS & LOADS & LOADS

Oooooooooopssss

I've fallen down d chair.

Ouch....

HahakZ

Crazy..... Crazy...... Crazy

HahakZ

Love u guys =)

Here's a special kiss 4 each & everyone of d Nkjm-ians

*MuackZ*

Miz u guys..... Miz u guys..... Miz u guys

-Red nkjm-

hi ladies

2005-06-26T08:08:00.000-07:00

Good day ladies.

DGN aka dirty green nakajima is here to update.
ladies.
i have a new crush.
somehow or another,i THINK this time it might work out.

THAT IS.
if the circumstances do allow us to do so.
He is someone from my school.ITE CLEMENTI
some of you would have already known who.

heheeeeee

i think so far,
only farnah short/nuriah has seen him either by picture or real life.

Yes.
approval by them has been rendered.

By his actions.
Nuriah and my Strong girl insticts might be showing a good future.
But.we still dunno.
For all we know,
something might just go wrong...

I'm definitely not raising my hopes.
For i do not wish to make the same old mistake which i did early this year.
Repeatin the mistakes might land me in Mount Doom again.

AHHH
HE IS ONLINE!!
hmmmm
ahh shit
he went offline again
been doing that for the past 10 mins.
Something wrong with his msn i guess.

Anyway ladies,here i end.
Bye!

p/s
peeps dun wori.nuriah and i are havin a great time in school

muacks.sayonaraz.

hello all

2005-06-20T01:00:00.000-07:00

A very good Monday morning to all the nkjms... Its black over here and guess what?

I CANT GET MY FREAKING EYES TO CLOSE!!!!!

Like, school starts in another 9 freaking hours and I still am not able to rest. I took my drowsy pills just now but it seems not to be taking much effect. (yet, i hope!)

haiz ok. forget about my shits. wadeva. its crappy black in the morning, tired but unslept... feeling super bratty and bitchy... blah blah blah.

So... updates about my life... hmm... as all of you know, I am working at HV CBTL. Been there for almost 4 months and now I'm currently facing some "high-current waves" there. Hopefully, its not gonna last long, so I can be fine again.

Also, I am gonna start school at ITE Clementi with our dear Dirty Green NKJM aka the ex Aqua NKJM. We are both nervous, but what the hell... I am sooooo gonna be like "buat derk" je... And dear Hobbits (you know who you are), PLEASE do NOT worry about me. I shall be fine. I've got two very caring people who shall (hopefuly be able to) take care of me and not let me go Hanyut. Sheesh. I can take care of myself okay... chill already. (to whoever is worried about me- if any.) Just... pray for the best and pray that I will "taubat" from my horrid (but fun!) school-slacking habits. Hehe...

Erm... another update... Ive rebonded my hair again just now and I look like a Jap girl. LMFAO!!! I've got bangs and AHAHAHAHAAHHA!!!! Im so amused at myself!!! And yeap... I'm wearing contacts... AHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! im just so amused at myself. This is crazy. I am crazy. AHAHHAAHHA.... giler ah si Black nie... tkde keje... oh yea... and to think the nyonya who did my hair is like crazy about it. she said "your hair like this later can go shampoo ad" HAHAHAAH!!!! like how ironic! remember how i always said "shampoo ad!" whenever theres wind blowing at my hair? AHHAHAHAHA... all the more amused i get. haiz. I think im talking shit. betta stop. shush. ok.

Somemore update... erm lemme see... ahh.... oh ok... this is a new one... i dont know how to say this but i shall just be super blunt and not beat around the bush like right now when you are just DYING to know what I am gonna say...

I, Black Nakajima (aka yahshinoda aka Nienna Inglorion aka Peah aka Nuriah aka b_e_l_o aka whatever-you-can-think-of-right-now) am................................

IN LOVE!!!!!!

with a super cute dude with an oh-so-yummy ass and abs *slurp*!!!!

AHH. WAIT.

This time, there IS a difference.

* HE IS MINE!!!!! *
woohoo~

yes gurls, he is MINE. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....

D.Green and Mrs Jones have seen him. MJ even talked to him (about me) and tonight shes actually working with him!~

HAHA. So there you have it. Updates from Black's topsy-turvy world. HAHAHA.

till i see you angels again....

*nkjm, I'm in lurfe~ *

2005-06-17T09:16:00.000-07:00

hey gurls.

err..im bored.dats why i decided to update.
ok.
ok.

err.
aznie is bside me looking bLUR.

im bored.

haaaaaaaaaa.
er.
so.2day.me.azni.nuriah.goin townie.

ok.so last 2 days was my bdae.

ok.

im out.

...:::Pink Nakajima:::...

hear aqua rant

2005-06-03T19:55:00.000-07:00

hahaahha

hi.
hello

aniwae.went to meet farnah short.faz.min just now.

min came over to my hse to use the comp.i finally made her a blog.go see.i linked her up oredi

anyway,
went to pick farnah short's olvl cert.
met Mrs Oh.
hahahaaaaaaaaa

OMG
WADAFREAKINGHOTDAYJUSTNOW

anyway
pick faz up from sch.
nothin to do mah
went over to toa payoh to buy rotiboy
when we could have bought them at YISHUN
dumbasses.

arfah not at home
she's at camp.
shit
i'm ALL ALONE
.
.
.
.
.

BOREDOM

2morow
going to bedok with ibu and ayah
YAYAYAYYAYA

to visit my Wak and EAT

YAYAYAYYA

muacks.sayonaraz

boredom

2005-06-01T11:50:00.000-07:00

God

OMG

i'm dying of boredom...!!!

sick of sitting at home and gainin on kilograms.

i went jogging alone just now.woke up at 8.

and

due to hunger,
i COOKED nasi goreng again.

didnt feel like eating ikan sambal

i'm so bored

i wanna watch madagascar.

OMG

gonna teach khairi later on.Gosh
tiring man.

been sleepy these days.

I really need to watch a movie badly.

WEIII

MOVIE.

rite.

YAYA
faz agreed to watch madagascar with me later on.
YAAYAYA

thank goodness.

muacks.sayonaraz.

aqua nkjm.

JUZ ME.. mimpi yg sempruna

2005-05-31T19:46:00.000-07:00

"aku...kan menghilang dalam pekat malam
lepas ku melayang..
biar lah ku bertanya
pada bintang2
tentang erti kita dalam mimpi yg sempurna"

TAt Lyrics..is from the song "mimpi yg sempurna by PEterpan

ish.. i relli pissed off nowadays read my blog u know..

wadever lah k..

ok ok.. i missed u all so much.. i miss the time we went to skul together then go to parade sq then go canteen eat pau kentang.. wakakakka..

then how we forced each other to fast... during the fastin months.. muahahah..

fight here fight therer.. power.. miss those days..

ok ok enuff my skul is fine.. nyp poly is great.. had lots and lots of fun wif the guys.,.. espcially wif TOY, my friend.. his name is TOY!! heheh.. been chattin wif him all the time and other pals.. the girls are fine i did not feel left outz at all coz i know how to blend in wif them... :)

lecture are all fine and i realli feel so GROWN UP!! wakakakka.. i'm sure some of us encountered this feeling of like responsibility tat kind of stuff..

ok gtg now..

blue nakajima

Memories

2005-05-26T16:56:00.000-07:00

Dear Nakajimas,

I'm missing u gurls every single day =)

Right now i'm looking at all of ur photos. Hehe.....

We all look C-U-T-E.

Ur face actually change throughout d yrs to become a more mature young ladies =)

I'm missing all d days tat we used 2 spend wif each other.

Haiz....

Those memorable days =)

Wish we all cud meet each other one of tis days =)

Take CareZ

Love from Red Nakajima

so scandalous

2005-05-25T12:43:00.000-07:00

rite

mum said i can have a new handphone next mth.
i dunno wad phone to get

was thinkin of
-nokia 7280.unique.tho it looks kinda hard to navigate.haha
-nokia 6260.
-nokia 6230i.

most prob i'll buy 6260
see first.
haha
ok
muacks.sayonaraz.

hello !

2005-05-17T20:52:00.000-07:00

Hi

bunnie in the jungle!!!

yessssssssssssssssssaaaaaaaaaaa!!

hahaahahahahhahahahahahahaha

i cant wait for sch to start!!!!

20 june 2005

ITE CLEMENTI HERE I COME!!
orite.here i end.i update later.!byeeeeeeeeee

2005-05-16T21:37:00.000-07:00

holla gurls..
guess wat??
ma exams are over.
damn.now im stress-free.

but....
im missing dat lovingggg fadhli..hahaha
damn..ish..
we haven seen each otha 4 quite a while..
and wen we meet..haiyo..
happy giler nyee...hahaha

ok.nwy...wgs idols.
finals is on 19 may.dis thursdae.
hah..
loads of ma frens are in.
faris is in.hah.

ok.like its been since ard 6 plus..i have been hoping fadhli will be online..
but..hes not...
damn..haiz..
nwy.ouh. yea. damn. nice template.
i almost chose dis as ma skin dat tyme.
haha..

nwy.razif saes dat da npcc sec 1 camp is on 30,31 and 1 june.
damn.
im involved.
gotta go.
hah.
wahhh..i cant wait 4 ma nco shirt.
i tink gona get in on fridae.
goody.
whoa. sec 3 rox da whole tyme.hah

ok.im done.

so. im out..

peace.

...:::ArfahFadhli:::...

FazLIna MustaFA

2005-05-16T15:17:00.000-07:00

HEY!! FAz HErE!! hello hello!!! wakakka.. YESSAA!! finally i can come to this blog.. last time i cant went in it is due to a dunno wad lah.. since ive got tat STUPID THANG, iVe been unable to be on MSN and been to any blog as my window will shut it down totally!! IDIOT!!! haiz.thanx anzi fopr changin the blog skins... LUV YA!!

update updates on me..

no updates lah.. no nothing except tat for the past few weeks ive been enjoyin maself and doin crazy stuff wif azni and arf and farina and farnah PENDEK SIKIT! ok ok. chillz.. yeah.. been to pizza hut,play pool!!those were the days when i still HAVE SOME BUCKZ!!! now since ive qquited my job and haven found any new onces my buckz is SOOOOOOOOO damn tight!! GEEZ!!! goodnessS!!!

the old faz are few days gone.. no more enthu no more crazy!! she is a bit quiet and doin stuff lazily!!! no more poool for her no more shoppin for her!! GOODNESS!! she is sufferin!!! wad i can tell u is tat FAz IS GEttin FATTER!!! wakakakaa!! yes not fat lah but more plumb then u used to see me!! azsk azni.. she knows.. 7 months have past we both are gettin CHUBBIER as the months pass by!! goodness..

miss the rest of NKJm of coz!! How R u GuyZ!!! gettin chubbier?? gettin smaller in size?? stressed?? angry?? tell me tell me!! update me!!!

aznie

2005-05-16T14:20:00.000-07:00

orite...

aznie bunnie in the house.

i've changed the skin.coz i absolutely HAVE nothing to do...i wanted to change my blogskin too...but i haven found someting tt i liked...i want someting retro looking...haha.but nothin haf caught my eye yet.

i miss you guys u noe
esp nuriah/farna tall/christine.been ages since i saw you guys.and i miss those days when all of us were goofing ard.

GOD
i really miss you guys.
maybe we shld hang out someday..when all of us are free..haha
tell me aite.so i can help plan.

school is startin for faz/aishah
end of this mth huh?
good luck.all the best. in the polys.

to farnah short,
all the best at BMC.doin pte diploma

to farna tall/chris
sch has started for u guys.!all the best!

to arf
ur havin ur hols soooN!enjoy!!!

to nuriah
yeap.we will be seein each other soooon!

happpy belated bdae siti farna!!

Faz and Az

2005-04-27T13:00:00.000-07:00

aznie bunnie/aqua nakajima/Siti Norazni/tuna

ah.haha.i juz realised i haf so many nicknames.haha

aniwae.today.28 April 2005.
went to the gym as usual with faz/aishah.wanted to ajak our advisor Mr AzriZulFarhan.neeeeeded to talk to him badly.too bad.
he's at pulau ubin.yet again.
so i guess the knot in faz/az hearts will remain untied.
haha.
today.we went to the gym.but we weren't really enthusiastic.
i guess all 3 of us were already tired with the week's activities.

AND
my mouth still hurts.
haha.
well.its much better actuali.IT STILL HURTS THOUGH.

Aniwae.after the gym,we ate at Al-Ameen.
Original plan-find my mee soto.
New plan- Ate Nasi Briyani Dam.

Amazin huh.when i juz shed those pounds.only to gain it back after tt.

Aniwae.Faz is here with me.

Oh.Usher Raymond/Justin Timberlake/Hayden Christensen/Edison Chen/Will Smith/Pharell/Josh Charles.HOT DUDES.
would date them.DEFINITELY.woahhhh!Just look at their necks.ahhhh.and lips.aaahhhh.a BIG TURN ON.ahhh.
okay.time for faz to add up her notes/stories.

hey!! yeah.. finally faz is here.. muahaha after a long long 'break' AT home wif no COMP!!!! freak. ok fine.. relax chillz.. ive been havin slight tension in me so now i have to chillz a bit.. relax man..

update in me.. yea yea yea!!! muahahaha. i'm happy and very happy but now everything is in pause motion coz something held up.. yea. wat ever.. check up my blog.. muahahha.. scary...

i'm talkin rubbish.. muahahah.. haiz.. i'm in pain actually.. the pain came back again recently and it is so hurt tat if i wanna breathe it is so damn hard!! i cant take in too deep or too slow breathe!!! MY HEART HURT!!!!! it is like SOMEONE POKIN IT!!! FREAK!!! i tot it has long gone but it came back!!! ish!!!! du u know how terrible i have to suffer!!!!! it came in a sudden!!!! stupid!!!! ARGHH!!!! wanna say it came back due to the "tension" i'm havin it is hard to say..

ok peace outz.. any news about me azni will tell ya.. muahahaha :P

BTW HAYDEN CHRISTENSEN IS HOLLA CUTE@!!!!!!! muahaha HE IS MY GUY!!!! beside daniel muahahahhaa

JACK N SALLY!!!

2005-03-31T19:10:00.000-08:00

ok so i realise tt our dear bloggie is gettin far too boring..so i gave our bloggie a makeover..i hope all of u like it...i like jack n sally..so here i am..the skin..hehehe..cute huh?i'm quite happy with the makeover...tell me aite if u dun like it.. :):):)
i loooooooove it
aznie bunnie

heyyy

2005-03-27T22:30:00.000-08:00

Shit...theres tis guy..who likes me!!!!!HELP!!i dun like him...haiz...i was jus flirtin with him u see..flirtin with no other intentions....and NOW..he has fallen for me!!!
SHIT.DAMN..ppl..help meee.....

Shit..faraf says its my fault.yeah yeah i noe....hell...shit..haizz..lain yg aku suka,lain yg suka aku balik
shit shit shit shit shit shit

he oso wans to make children with meeeeeeeee

I DUN WANNN HIM....

RAYMOND NEEDS HELP!!

the power of promises

2005-03-07T13:19:00.000-08:00

everyone noes how i honour promises soo much..unless its sum lame promise..maybe i can juz forget it...but it reali hurts u noe.when someone promised me something tt relates to the matter of the heart,helping me or doin some job tt i gave to a person..within a week.i got my heart broken a hell loads of time.by 2 person whom i trusted most.whom i tot were mature enuff to tell me and update me with details on a few things.but sadly,both of them oni told me the details when i PROMPT them too.i guess if i didnt,the story will be unknown until dunia kiamat pun i dunno.wad the heck.i'm not findin faults with them but..within a week..i got hurt badly by both of them...especially the second person.i got hurt soo much tt i broke down...i cried for 3 days wonderin why she didnt tell me the truth earlier...wonderin why she didnt tell me the truth when i prompted her weeks earlier..i noe she meant well.so tt i didnt get hurt.however...i guess she didnt realise tt her act(of not tellin me the truth) hurt me MORE..MORE.MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MORE.

To the second person.
i told u abt my feelins and crushes bcoz i wanted u to noe.i wanted to noe whether ur ok with it.i did it against the warnings of many.when u first said OK.i believed u.however..i had the benefit of doubt weeks later.HOW?coz so far...nobody can lie to me and nuriah.for we will owez noe sooner or later..i wanted sooo much tt u will tell me the REAL truth soon yourself.SADLY.i had to prompt u to tell me the truth..you didnt wan me to get hurt...in the end..i still get hurt..worse at tt.i'm still wonderin why..WHY didnt u tell me earlier??dun give me the excuse tt u didnt wan me to get hurt..please...coz like wad i wrote earlier,i still get hurt..much much much much more..all bcoz u didnt tell me...and the fact tt u promised me weeks ago tt u will tell me if both of us encounter the same prob we had months ago...call me emo or extra or wadeva.i dun care coz i'm expressin my feelings.you may say tt i'm lettin my emotions take control of my heart...but unless i dun express my feelings,i'll CRY MORE.i guess i'm feelin a bit better now..

anger is not the word to describe my feelings.its more of DISAPPOINTMENT.

hey bebbbbbbzzzzz

2005-02-23T12:59:00.000-08:00

heyyyyyy aqua nakajima is in the housseee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!come on dance with me baby.....i see no one has updated our dear bloggie...muz do sumting abt it....coz i see spiderwebs all around oredi...updates on my life-Love life...messy and chaotic.happiness-quite happy..emotional and sad when nite comes...appetite-losing my appetite..dunno why..weight wise-my 2nd mother has said tt i lost a bit of weight..A BIT onli.she says its much better than january..haha.good.ok we're getttin our results real sooon..aku berdoa agar semua akan pass... :)

pink nkjm signing in....wakakaka

2005-02-10T17:29:00.000-08:00

ok...hmm...im still feeling dwn bcoz of ma problems...it certainly have not been settled...haizz....wen issit gonna settle man...nwy..i cant wait 4 sundae...finally can buy ma bling blings...muahahaha.....whoa...nwy..2moro i gotta dry shooting practice...haizz..den on mondae...valentine's dae!OMG..I DON LEALI hav da mood to celebrate it man...arghh!!den on tues i got classification shoot...hmm..all at police acad..haiz...such a bz gurl i am..tis saturdae muz go west coast juz 4 a meal!hahakz..duh..ok..nvm lar..ish..hmm..nwy..i hope 3t1 n t2 win da cheerleading thingy..dey got to semi finals..hahakz...my class kene disqualified..long story..hmm..n..me n ma frens r suggesting 4 da skool 2 hav a BE URSELF DAE..hahakz..den..we will all dress up in hiphop n rnb clothes..n will come skool 2gedda lyke a crew...n every1 wil lyke wwoooww....chey..hahakz..so far i tink its onli our grp in skool dat is lyke totali into hiphop n rnb..hahakz..hope it will happen..hmmph..ok..enuf of shit frm me..c ya..

black's in here.

2005-02-09T18:11:00.000-08:00

Black loggin in right now. Been staying home for the past few days and I've been refusing to go out of my house because I know at one point or another, I might self-destruct.

I understand that some of us are also facing some emotional shit and I would like to stress the point that you should always make it a point to do SELF-REFLECTION. Doing just that would help save you some shit.

It would make u REALISE your wrong doings for the day and make you think of the solution. If not, it would help you sort your problems out. Therefore, self-reflection makes you act quickly before the problem or whatnot is 'closed'. If you do not realise your mistakes, when you actually turn back and look at the shit, you will realise that "Hey! I should have done this! Damn!" and your heart is in absolute unrest. Do you guys get what I'm trying to say here?

I also highly recommend you guys to read Aznie Raymond's entry on CHOOSING your own happiness. That really helps. For those who still do not get what is written, I suggest that you re-read the stuff.

I hope everybody is okay again. I'm still in the healing period. -just to let you know.

Well... good luck with your problems...

<3 yahshinoda

DEDICATED TO CHRIS

2005-02-06T23:34:00.000-08:00

hey christine...i'm soooooooooooo sorry if we appeared as if we've forgotten you or sumting...of of course we didnt!!we still love you...and i'm sooo sorry if i appeared to be like a fren hu goes to you when in need like yesterday...i didnt mean tooo...i didnt call you coz i noe ur bz with work n i dun wan to bother you while ur working....I'M SORRY k sweetie..i juz wanna u to noe tt i will always LOVE YOU ! and plz dun be shocked over the news yesterday..I'M NOT CRAZY for doing tt ok..it juz happens naturally... :) i'm still gonna do it and be loyal....tho i noe its impossible......HAHA..nah..lets not tok abt tiz..tiz is dumb...thnz for keepin thiz secret tho..aniwae..i repeat..i STILL LOVE you and i wun forget all the good deeds u haf done for me...maybe we shld meet up one day..when i'm free n ur free k?Smile always!MuaCkzz..SAyonaRazz :)
TIZ IZ AQUA NAKAJIMA SIGNIN OFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

time

2005-02-03T10:43:00.000-08:00

ok i need time again for myself....tot tt i've found solace..but sumthing triggered me..and i aint tellin u wad...i'm seein things at the moment...nah..nvm..u wun get it aniwae..so i've decided i need more time to find myself more...and smile again..and i'm makin sure tt when i'm reborn again..ALL MY PAST..the horrors of my past,i aint gonna let it get me again coz i'm determined to fight tiz thing with all my might...its gonna take loads more effort..i feel like crying..gosh..haiz...y muz soo many things happen to me today...PURE SHOCK..i'm not angry or anything...i'm juz shocked...

YEah every boDY!!

2005-01-27T17:40:00.000-08:00

hi.. finally me got time to log on here.. btW this is BLUE NAKAJIMA.. FARAH FAZLINA signing in.. muahhaah.. i luv u guys the most in the world.. i may have smeone new.. but let me repeat NOBODY CUD REPLACE U GUYS IN MY HEART.. muahahha.. i seriously wanna thanx AZNi For waking me UP!! and blast me off tat time.. i'm very happy tat u tell me how u feel.. if not seriouly since i'm a bit STUPID in this group, i wont even know wad u mayb thinking in you!! thanx azni!! i LUV YA!! all your critisims i take it wif an open heart... be it from anzi alone of anybody else.. yes i got to take things abit slowly.. DO NOT RUSH!! it takes times .. like wad YAH always told me "THE TRUTH ALWAYS HURTS".. :)

here a poems from me to u. u decide if the talents is still within me.. dah lamer tak tulis poem..
to all of NKJM
setiap malam aku berdoa
agar kamu sihat dan bahagia
tiada satu ataupun dua
cuma kamu, kamu dan kamu yg aku cinta...

to both farnahz,
biar sekali kamu hilang
akan sentiasa aku mencarimu dimana jua
kamulah orang yg memberiku cahaya terang
bak bunga yg susah layu kembali segar setalah menikmati sang suria

to nuriah,
kau bagai seorang wanita yg anggun
tiada apa yang perlu kau bimbangkan
lapangkan dada mu dari segala kepedihan
kerna tiada aper yg perlu mengganggu dirimu itu selain KHAIZAN!! WOOHOO!!

to azni,
seorang gadis yg penuh dgn inspirasi
tiada apa halangan yg akan menyekatinya
walaupun kau seorang wanita yg imaginative
imaginative ke tidak ke kamu tetap sistaz terhadap diri ku yg bernama FARAH FAZLINA!!!

terima kasih!!! signing off. sorry if my poems a bit merapu.. muahahha

Farna Phelps in duh house!

2005-01-26T10:55:00.000-08:00

Hello, everyone! Good day, ladies! Farna Phelps here.
Twas been a long time since I ventured on our official blog to write an entry. Well, here I am now, after many moons of not writing an entry, I am finally writing one.
Firstly, I would love to point out that I have been having troubles posting taggies on each and everyone of your tagboards, especially Farhanah's. My browser, how rather unfortunate, could not support some teachnical stuffs for me to fully view your blogs. Those blogs will have pop-ups like 'Click YES to upgrade your browser' or something of the same sort.
So, I would want to apologise if you think I'm too ignorant to tag y'all, but it's just that I could not, not because I would not. My browser is not compatible.
And then the tagboards would all be 'This Tagboard is temporarily unavailable' or something like that for a period of time.
So, many apologies. Hope you ladies understand.
Anyway, I am just glad to see that everyone is safe, healthy and back to their life (esp Azni). Alas that the previous weeks have not gone as to our favours, but then again, life is tough.
Azni, good job in exercising! I myself did some sit-ups. I want to get some abs and flat tummies, you know, like those in TVs. But rather sad to say that I have been slacking at these excersies. But, no matter. I shall continue on with them. You inspired me to do so, and so I shall.
Okay, I choose to stop here, for I have run out of things to say.
Much love, y'all!
*toodles and tata!*
The One and ONLY Farna Phelps also known as White Nakajima.

everybody lets move it.

2005-01-25T18:30:00.000-08:00

bismillah...

saya akan bercuba menulis dalam bahasa melayu di sini... harap dimaafkan jikalau bahasaku salah dipakai....

saya ingin memberitahu semua rakan2 saya agar bersabar dan berdikari jika menghadapi masalah2 hidup. ini semua dugaan yang harus kami lintangi. marilah kami semua mondorong satu sama lain... amin.

ku sayangmu selalu,
Nuriah Binte Ya'acob

thnks gurls

2005-01-25T06:50:00.000-08:00

no matter what i do,all i think about is you....even when i'm with my family,you noe i'm crazy over you...i love u..i need u...nakajimas i love u...i do..its more than u all ever noe...and its for sure...its forever more...u dunno wad u mean to meee...east coast i noe u shake me rite..down south i noe u wan me rite...west coast i noe u wan me down rite..

lyin in ur arms,so close together,didnt noe wad i had..now i toss n turn coz i'm without u..now i'm missing u bad..where was my head,where was my heart....i lie awake.. i drive myself crazy..thinking of u...made a mistake...let u go baby..wantin u the way tt i do..i was such a fool..couldnt see how u were to me..u confessed ur love n dyin devotion n i confessed my need to be free...y didnt i noe how much i love u..y didnt i show..i had a chance....i drive myself crazy..ohh so crazy...

yeahh....can this be true?tell me can tiz be real??our love was complete..y do i feel like i'm losin control..never tot that love could be like this..how can it be tt rite here with me,theres an angel..its a miracle.ur love is like a river,peaceful n deep..god must haf spent time a little more time on u....

ALLAH SAYANG KAMI SEMUA..ALLAH ADALAH PENYAYANG..INI SAHAJA DUGAAN YG TELAH DIBERIKAN UTK KAMI ALAMI DAN MEMPELAJARI SESUATU DARIPADA DUGAAN INI..

i would like to apologise to farah fazlina bte mustafa kamal..yes i was to disappointed in u for rushin..i'm soo sorry if i seemed to harsh n mean to u..i let anger n disappointment took control of my brain n heart..i'm now able to control these feelings..tho i still feel the pinch...but forget it....however,i still need time to fully recover from the shock...give me time..but dun forget ur sisters here k...hmm...i haf 2 bro in laws liao..okok..

You'll never knowWhat you've done for meWhat your faith in meHas done for my soul...You'll never knowThe gift you've given me..I'll carry it with me (yeah...yeah...) Through the days ahead I think of days before You made me hope for something better (yes you did)And made me reach for something more You taught me to run You taught me to fly Helped me to free the me insideHelp me hear the music of my heartHelp me hear the music of my heart You've opened my eyes You've opened the door To something I've never known beforeAnd your love...(love)Is the music of my heart.. (music of my heart)You were the oneAlways on my side (always on my side)Always standing by (always standing by) Seeing me throughYou were the song that always made me singI'm singing this for you (singing this for you baby) Everywhere I goI think of where I've been (think of where I've been)And of the one who knew me betterThan anyone ever will again You taught me to run You taught me to flyHelped me to free the me insideHelp me hear the music of my heart Help me hear the music of my heart You've opened my eyes You've opened the door (you opened the door) To something I've never known before...And your love...(your love) Is the music of my heart What you taught me Only your love could ever teach me You got through when no one could reach meOhh...ohh...ohhCause you always saw in meAll the best that I could beIt was you who set me free...You taught me to runYou taught me to flyHelped me to free the me inside (me inside)Help me hear the music of my heartHelp me hear the music of my heart You taught me to run You taught me to fly Helped me to free the me inside (me inside)Help me hear the music of my heart (music of my heart) Help me hear the music of my heartYou've opened my eyesYou've opened the door (opened the door) To something I've never known before (never, never, felt before) And your love...Is the music of my heart..Music of my heart Music of my heartIs the music of my heart...

its long...but heck care. MuACKZz..SAyonARazz

Be Warned

2005-01-23T22:22:00.000-08:00

be warned peeps..i'm at a breaking down process..i'm almost snappin like a piece of rubber band..i cant control my anger n disappointment...to avoid misunderstanding,i'm going on a hibernatin season..wont be meeting n will be avoidin u guys unless goin to poly openhses..and i wun go farah's bdae..i need sumtime to cool down understand myself more..DO NOT BUG ME FOR I WILL DEFINITELY SCREAM AT U at thiz pt of time..i'm bein honest here to avoid misunderstanding..DO NOT ASK ME FOR ADVICES NOW COZ I WAN U PPL ESP FARAH TO LEARN URSELF..plz do not mistaken me..i still love u guys..but i cant afford to be anymore patient...FOR I WILL SUFFER GREATLY..so i'm TERRIBLY SORRY FOR ANY INCONVENIENCES OR MISUNDERSTANDING..you can go n ask nuriah for any queries for i do not wish to be bugged or disturbed..so sorry nuriah to trouble u..tHnks for ur cooperation..MUACKZ SAYONARAZ

.: HeLpLeSs :.

2005-01-17T10:10:00.000-08:00

ChEaTeD

D last entry tat i wrote was on 4 january 2005,
at tat point of time i was feeling soooooooooooooooo sad.
But at tis point of time i'm feeling helpless & cheated.
I feel tat my life is going 2 end soon.........
Do i look lyk i nd sympathy from a psn who do not even appreciate me 4 who i am????
I feel loved enuf from everyone, my family & friends.
They r d most important ppl tat i nd in my life.
I dun nd 2 be loved from tat psn who still tinks of another psn when i'm wif him/her !
I juz nd ppl 2 appreciate me 4 u i am & not who i can be
I feel sooooooooooooo CHEATED ,
4 i thought tat i was d only psn in ur mind.
Yet u have 2 tink of another gurl.
Wat do u take me 4?????
A TOY????
I don't want 2 be played around by u anymore coz i have had enuf !!!!!!!!
Run along now & get back wif tat psn whom u have been craving 4.

yoo hoo!!!

2005-01-14T01:04:00.000-08:00

yoz.. maro planet.. blue nakajima here.. there sometime borthering me.. does anybody know knoe in the world is dee_nkjm?? it that a new member of nakajima?? or some poser?? sorry!! if that person turned out to be one of our palz i am very sorry!! i dont noe hu u are.. hehhe.. :P

life bens great.. especially today!! muahaha.. azni saw mdm sal's daughter.. she simply wne tup to the kids saying" ni anak mdm sal eh?" like an aunty nyer cara cakap.. then selamba she say "kirim salam kat mak eh??" wad the heck!! cam makcik sey!!! muahahah.. so aunty like.. muahaha.. i told her tat and tat become the joke of the day for us.. luckyly she smsed mdm sal and say tat tat was her sending the regards if not i think until now the mother will still be thinking hu in the world send the regard!! muhahha.. lawak ah azni..

okok.. recently have got a couples of DEJAVOU???(sp) firstly is at my work place where by i recalled back i myself tossing the noodle in the boiling water and it did happen on that day itself.. then wad i can remember is the time when i went up to hr wif black and magenta.. remember tat time isay ive got dejavu on tat.. inside the lift??

haiz.. sometimes dejavu can be frightening.. muahahha

hey hey!!

2005-01-13T20:56:00.000-08:00

okiez...AqUa NaKaJiMa is here!!!!wassup pEePz??!!!!!aniwae..good to hear tt our grp's mood is improvin...well i almost blew my top away juz now..coz at 8.30a.m in the mornin,when i was juz abt to haf a nice sleep.(i cant sleep well nowadays)..suddenly my mum had to call me!!to pick my sis up frm skul coz she's sick...ok feelin grouchy in the mornin when i was juz abt to sleep,(i had a mini fight wif my mum)..coz i refuse to pick her up..so finally.i had to drag my butt off the bed to wash up and took her taxi there...i saw mrs goh..said hi to her..btw..i was a bit pissed coz i couldnt find a taxi to go to skul..ok back to my story..i saw mr ismail..smiled at him..even the clerk..mrs selena???said hi and asked how i was...ok..so sweet..ok..took arfah..i knew tt the road in front of skul had ZERO chance of findin a taxi back hm..so we walked to vista..GOODNESS!!wads up wif all the taxis today??!!ALL OF THEM WERE EITHER ON CALL ON REFUSED TO TAKE US IN!by tt time,i was cursin n totally pissed off..DAMN..after 1/2 hr,finally a taxi took us in..nasib bapak aku belikan makanan coz i was STARVING..so after tt..at 2..went off to my cuz place..k lor..here i stop..MuackZ...SAyonara..btw..yah congrats on ur resolution..here's a quote frm DR LEWIS LOSONCY
"Never make the mistake of limiting the visions of your future by the narrow experience of your past.."

real to me.

2005-01-12T16:32:00.000-08:00

hey babes... BLACK here.... aka yahshinoda.... im eating maggi while writing this... JEMPOT makan sume... hehehe.....

firstly, id like to say that JUDE LAW has the most kissable lips on Planet Earth, JOHNNY DEPP has the best sex appeal in the World, MIKE SHINODA is MY HUSBAND, TAUFIK is my DARLING in the Universe!!!! bwahahhahahaha....

erm... jus wanna also tell you guys that my monthly menstrual period is cumin in three days!!! and i feel BLOATED ALREADY!!!! blergh.... it makes me feel like a stuffed turkey!~ im also down... as in sick... like ive got flu n sore throat and the changing weather makes things worse!!! shit man... shit shit shit.

feeling dejected and like outta work... all that i wanna do requires an EXISTING o level cert!!! blergh~

its been mid-month and im kinda glad that for several situations that has happened, ive been kipping to my resolutions... real glad there!!! hahahha...

this is jus sum random shit as a general update fer u guys... feel free to update generally here and details in ur personal blogs.

weeeeeee......... tomoro im cumin back to school and red cross as a senior! yay!!! like i already am... maybe im gonna train the sec 5s... hehe... im sooo happy!!! aish's cumin along (but she is wit guides) yea yea....

im glad we all NKJMs still stick together and all... hehe... may we have an everlasting friendship!!! amen.

hmm... yea... i guess thats it guys!!! remember to tag ok??? tkmo malas2!!! hehe.... buh bye!!!!

Mood

2005-01-09T14:03:00.000-08:00

Y is everybody feelin moody??so sad...its either sumone is angry or sad or feelin out of love..chill folks of the nakajima town..dun let the negative things affect u soo much k?all of ur hardships are juz dugaan..Tuhan wans u to learn sumting frm it..ok???trust me..TRUST ALLAH..

.:Sad:.

2005-01-04T06:05:00.000-08:00

hey peeps... juz feel lyk dropping by 2 sae "Hi". At tis point of time when i'm writing tis entry, i'm crying in front of the comp :( My tears juz can't stop trickling down my cheek... I feel terrible & i have no idea of wat 2 do at tis very point of time. I feel lyk shouting but i juz can't do it. My heart is aching and i've got no strength 2 do anything...

At one point of time, u guys saw me as d happiest gal ever but now i'm CRUSHED!!!!!! My heart has been broken into bits and pieces of a broken mirror. It's now at it's crirical stage. I dunno how 2 xplain it 2 u guys but i really nd ur support coz i dun tink i'm strong enuf 2 face tis harsh reality alone.

.:Red Nkjm:.

yoz,.

2005-01-04T01:32:00.000-08:00

now is erm.. 1:22am in the morning.. hehhe. cant sleep so i change the skins.. i wanna add songs.. wondering wad songs wanna put in.. haizz.. sorry if u all hate the skins.. haiz.. so if u guys had read my blog uill read tat i'm going for interview today later at 1pm.. wish me luck (amin).. lastly!! catch Singapore vs Indonesia soccer match!! hehehe.. i tink its indonesia coz malaysia lose to them.. wish our lions all the best!!! INDRA u rockz!! muahahhaa..

haiya dont know wad to say lah.. oh yah.. i meet up again wif my OLD CHILDHOOD friends.. nono itsnot a BOY its a girl.. she from assumpion school wadever the name is.. saw her at my nephew Bdae party.. hehhe.. she sound diff when sms wif me.. not like normal convo of me and my pals.. i told Rad NKJM and she told me to be "careful" i was like yeah i know.. hehhee.. she said that girls from there tend to be les..no offence but nah.. wadever she my long 'lost yet had found back" childhood friend... haiz.. lamer tak jumpa mesti ader 'miss' aper.. okok i'm now searching for songs for this blog so that tak sunyi.. hehhe..

chowz FazLyna Blue NKJM

< BuBbLiT >

2005-01-03T11:30:00.000-08:00

Hey farah.... Seriously u had better be careful. U wun noe whether tat "Gurl" lyk u more than a "Fren". Hehe... but relax lah, dun worie tat much coz there's much more things in tis world is worth thinking about. For example, u noe who & also ME! Muahahaha.... Bout the job thingy, gd luck 4 ur interview 2dae & sorie if i can't accompany u coz "I'm LAZY" Hehe....

Red Nkjm a.k.a The Cute One :)

up8....

2005-01-01T21:35:00.000-08:00

HELP!!!! i nd d help of all my nkjms.... Plz send me ur email add 2 my email. Its important :p Hehe... actually not tat important but i nd it 2 add 2 my contacts. Plz & thank u :) Tata...

Red nkjm a.k.a Farhanah short :)

::Red Nkjm In d house::

2004-12-31T20:25:00.000-08:00

Wassup mama planet!!!
Hey guess wat i've got a broadband already :) hehe... Now its easier 4 me 2 up8 ur blog ;) *wink* hmm... how bout since all of us dah ade access through d internet, we chat via msn. Its much more easier :) how bout tat ??? Happy nye aku :) Muahahaha.... Okay lah, i'm gonna xplore d internet now.

Tata...
Red Nkjm

F & N kemp!!!!

2004-12-22T23:30:00.000-08:00

Heloz... well i'm now in d comp lab. We have spend two days in skul & tomolo is ur last day :( Haiz... so sad :( well yesterday we actually spend d whole day at east coast park and of course we got SUNBURN!!! Argh.... WAT D HELL??? Nanti balek, mak ckp anak keling mane aje dah masuk rmh aku ni ??? Hehe... Skarang ni pun, che gu ( spelling 4 cikgu in d olden days ) suruh kite carik info on the skul motto but instead we r doing sumting else ;) Muahahaharrrrrrr..... ( extra R 4 black nkjm ) Hmm.... i tink i'm gonna surf 4 d tings tat mrs goh wants. Tata...

*PEACE NO WAR*

Red Nkjm ;)

::GiLeR::

2004-12-13T12:06:00.000-08:00

Wassup!!! helo i'm now at farah's house...d 2 gurl,black & blue nkjm r talking crap & laughing over stupid matters :p BODOH NYE!!! I've juz finish plying the stupid "SMART MONKEY" game. Bodoh seh game tu... I dun understand it at all & black nkjm actuali got 20 points 4 d game, when i onli got 4... Haiz... But actuali ur purpose of cuming 2 farah's house 2dae is 2 'HUNT' 4 a job but instead we all juz played d comp :p Hehe... Anyway we didn't even get a job afta 2 days of job hunting. Wat a bummer??? Haiz... where r we going 2 get d money 4 mr chua's bbq... kalau free tak ape jugak tau, ni nak kena bayar $10 bucks :( Arghhh..... I'm counting the days 2 ur f&n camp coz most of the nkjms r going 2 be there except 4 farna. I'm gonna miz u, Farna. Hmm...i tink tat's all i wanna write 4 2dae. I've got noting much 2 sae actuali... Take care ya, all my fellow nakajimas. Peace ;)

Red Nkjm

after so long..

2004-12-11T13:27:00.000-08:00

oh ok guys.. after so long of not logging on this ACCOUNT!! here i am!! BLUE NAKAJIMA aka FAzLyna.. let me summaries everything about the event that had happen among us the nakajimas.. so basically this month is the IDOLS seasons so SOME of us are gogo gagaing over who else MAN!! TAUFIK BATISAH!!! some even dreaming of becoming the next S'pore Idols while the rest either wif their LUV liFes or having a ConflictS wif respective parents.. heheheh.. so chaotic..

alot of drama mama going on hehehehe.. since we finish our O'levels heheheh.. we all haiz.. getting more energetic to search for new "stuff".. DUh wad else JOBS LAH!! no money man!!! if wanna asked from our parents "malu" lah.. hehhhe.. furthermore later they start their nagging(CERAMAH).. nag nag nag.. haiz.. parents..

we went our for a mini "field trip" at pulau ubin and if u had been going on to our respective blogs u would see us saying about "CHOCS","policeman" and "semut" incident.. hey read out our respective blogs.. u will learnt more on wad happen at UBIN.. hehhe.. too bad the photographer's comp is "spoilt" if not u all cud see the pic taken at UBIn and other outing we been too.. hehhehe other outing means our collection day( hari raya lah) and GRAD NITEs.. woohoo the whole of nakajimas except PINK NKJM(sec 2 haven yet grad nite) were enjoing themselves and dancing the whole nite..

some invitation hehehe.. if we all launched another outing at Ubin those hu wanna follow are welcome to do so.. check on on further updates.. hehehhe

p/s: in two months time my BDAE DONT FORGET!!!.. SignIng OutZ FazLynA RadCliFfE .. MUackz!

Slamat Hari Raya :)

2004-11-21T01:08:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum.....
Slamat Hari Raya 2 all my Nakajimas Member! So how was ur holiday? i hope it was exciting & fulfilling 4 u guys. Hmm... o'lvl is cumin 2 the end now, so dah prepare ape2 activity2 yg "SHIOK".... Hope that we will still kp in contact wif each other in future 2 cum & stay happy always :)

Love,
Red Nkjm :)

The Fellowship of The Ring

2004-10-16T01:31:00.000-07:00

Hello! I posted a pic, and I hope it turns out well! Just a pic of the Fellowship!
Anyway, SELAMAT BERPUASA, Mama PLANETS!
Keep swimming and keepbelieving,
. xParis Hiltonx

Phelpsian Nana In Paris is in da house...somehow!

2004-10-12T01:33:00.000-07:00

Hello, My Mama Planets, and I present to you a picture of my husband/♥.

Handsome hunk of a swimmer, ain't he?

Anyways, Farna Phelps would like to wish her fellow Mama Planets all the best and good luck for their upcoming O Levels in 20 days' time!

Believe it, achieve it, dream it, and you can get it!

Keep swimming and keep believing!

Luv my less partner....and GURLFWEN

2004-09-13T01:46:00.000-07:00

hey jus wanna drop in and say that i am gr8ful for yr msg my dearest Paris... and to Lindsay.. ure still my pweety sweet gurl...

now i feel so heartbroken. like im giving everything up... and im trying to let my love "Sha" go, but i cannot. i am constantly crying in my heart. it feels so weak, so fragile... sometymes i wonder why im doin all this... it realli pains me to the core! n jus thinking of him makes my heart break and shatter into many white pieces... if not it makes a sickening hard twist that makes me jus want to cry in pain... i hate this feeling! i wish i cld tell him how i feel for him so much, but sometimes i feel that i shouldnt bother...

this realli describes the way i feel for him... its like titanic's jack n rose.. while rose was in tha plank of wood and jack holds her hand and says "i will never let go" and rose asks "you promise?" and jack nodded, shivering. den, he DIED. and rose tried to wake him up but he never got to wake up, or even say goodbye, or a simple "i love you"... im in that sticky situation, where im rose and i have to let jack go... i love him with all my heart and i dont want to let go!

all i manage to do now is to sit in pain, crying silently to myself, surrounded with icewater and almost dead...

Love Yah....

2004-09-13T01:27:00.000-07:00

Hey yah, thanx 4 tat short and sweet msg, it really means alot 2 me :) Thanx 4 ur support & encouragement bout u noe who... ( i dun want 2 mention name here ) tis week has been a very lonely wk 4 me coz nobody msg me except 4 'arifah. Hmm... eh farah jgn lupa tau, sunday ade madrasah tau jgn nak ponteng;) Muahahaha.... Okaylah, i tink tat's all tat i have 2 say 2 u guys 4 now. Chioazzz... Red Nakajima.

givin it up

2004-09-11T18:25:00.000-07:00

hey gurls... yah here....
been thinking lately... and i feel like ginving up my studies... like what is the whole point man? dat pig said dat da poly doors will close and i am now guiltily here, nuah-ing~!
i feel so bad and useless. i feel that it too late for me to do nething at all and at the same time i feel like goin to private skool. like ice n wan. not that they influenced me or nething, its just.... ZANG.
pig even xpected me to FAIL her math prelim! when she said that, i felt utterly hopeless and my hopes and goals for a pass is g-o-n-e! i felt so degraded and ego bruised. talk about being confident... even that looks like bullshit to me!
when will i get out of this shell??? i really wanna get out and go somewhere, but i need somehting to jump-start me. the countdown board makes me even stuck where i already am... dammit... and i freak when i see caryn doin so freaking well now, when she used to slack all day long, hogging her computer 24/7.
i wish i have her sense-of-urgency attitude!
oh my merciful God, what is wrong with me?? please give me determination, peaceful state of mind and willpower to strive and excel in my studies! please....
and gurls.... don be like me.

kIngKonG

2004-09-03T14:45:00.000-07:00

hEY SMALL PEOPLE OF THE NAKAJIMA TOWN.REMEMBER,KINGKONG'S BDAE IS COMING.20 SEP 2004.JUZ REMEMBER THAT.17 DAYS LEFT

Boredy-Bored

2004-09-03T01:18:00.000-07:00

Yeah, lyke Farna Phelps / Paris Hilton is here...
So yeah, lyke we're ALL in the comp lab, either doin fnn or dnt.. well, all of us xcept violet n pink nkjm.
so lyke, this is fun, we all hangin aut inn duh kom leb 2geder.
sew,kan yuu all mek aut wot i yam sayying?
anyways, jeez, o levels is lyke 59 days away... time flies so soon!
b4 u knew it, u'll be sittin down for duh final pap3r!
JEEZ!
*toodles and tata!*
- Keep swimming y'all...Farna Phelps / Paris Hilton / Luthien Anarion / Bedah-

yoz..

2004-09-02T19:27:00.000-07:00

k guys.. so every body is getting so stressed up.. haiz.. now i really dont know wad to do.. JUZ GET THIS OVER AND DONE WIF!!! wah lucky today mrs oh tak marah.. hehhe she quite ok ah.. we all before go and meet her was so KANCHONG... afraid of being shouted add.. but alhamdullillah everything went smoothly.. k lah guyz i juz wanna to relax and cont STudy...

p/s: all the best for prelims.. :)

Butterfly...

2004-09-02T01:29:00.000-07:00

hey babes... yah here... this is my first ever entry in here..... heheh... read yall entries eh... tot id write in... now. hmm... basically... im freaking for o lvls... damn... i still cannot believe that i am sitting for o lvls!!! i still think that im dreaming!!! uh-huh!!!

hmm... sitting fer fnn now... hav some things to do.... but im good!!! thats wad im proud of myself! whoa! *smiles*

hmm... i guess thats all... more updates la8r... soon... i guess... nth to say now ah....

p/s: i FINALLY got my Von Dutch PINK shirt!!! muahahahahahhaha!!!!!! yay!

::BLACK::YAHSHINODA::

Prelim!!!!

2004-09-02T01:18:00.000-07:00

Argh... wat d hell o'lvl is in 60 days more... i'm so tense up now!!! Shit, i really have 2 work hard man starting from 2dae. Okay2 let's not get too tense up or we'll end up becoming crazy;) hehe... okaylah i tink tat's all 4 now coz i have nothing else 2 say coz i'm busy wif my f&n coursework now now. i'm willing to sacrifice everyting 4 me 2 get my a1 4 my o'lvl:) Red Nkjm.

getting SERIOUS!!

2004-09-01T09:29:00.000-07:00

hiz pples of MAMA PLANETS, guess wad!! 2MONTHS ONLY pple!!!! two more months and after tat we can enjoy.. i have a lots of plan for us during our 3-6months breaks(depends whether you go to JC/ POLY.. i am really paniking now.. but not too paniking.. hahaha!!! k guyz..

p/s p/s: AQUA BDAE is approaching

BLUEY HERE!!!

2004-08-29T15:28:00.000-07:00

WOW guyz.. faz here!!! this is fantastic.. i've been wanting to visit the site since the day u all told me.. but as u can see i am having quite a tight time... so erm.. nice job.. erm.. i am feeling quite low today as u can see my and aqua's folio is being torn by professor trelawney(mrs oh).. hiaz.. i feel so like giving up!!! i can like clearly see F9 in front of me.. yapz i know say only wont do anything.. i need to do something!!! i will try me best.. even if i get c5 i will be greatful as i have normally been getting F9.. hehehe

p/s all the best guyz... (blue NKJM)

WHITE-ni-NG

2004-08-23T21:02:00.000-07:00

Hellow, fellow NKJM!!!!
This is WHITE NKJM speakin for the second time herre... hope y'all doing well, eh?
Well, just wannna mamaklumkan that I haf a NEW GUY... his nick is NG...
just some guy from 3T1... hottie! So HOT in HERRE!!!

PS: MICHAEL n FARNA
FOREVER!!!!!

Love y'all, Farna Phelps.

During F&N Lesson.....

2004-08-23T20:30:00.000-07:00

Muahahaha..... see when we're having lesson, i'm busy writing a new post 4 ur blogspot:) well 4 a start, i have juz recovered from my sickness tat was only stomach cramp but it was so hurtful tat i had to take in 8 pills in one day. Tat doctor must be crazy man, if i die becoz of overdose i'll hunt 4 the doctor man, juz lyk meriam in Pontianak Harum Sundal malam ( Remember ) Hehe... and the best part is tat the doctor took a sample of my blood juz 4 the record coz he thought tat maybe i'm having a shortage of blood or something. Watever.... i tink tat's all i wanna sae 4 now. Btw i'm reading tis malay novel entitled "Balak Cun" & it is so damn funny and so BAPOK.... So tat's all. Bye NYah..... Muackzzzz.....
P/s : BILA BUNYI BERSATU KAU MILIKKU
RED NKJM:)

Violet NKJM

2004-08-16T22:15:00.000-07:00

Oh ya, i forgot 2 say "A BIG FAT WRM WELCOME" 2 christine ur newest member. May u always be crazy & hepi when u're being wif us. Hehe... Bye:)

"BURNT"

2004-08-16T21:53:00.000-07:00

Hei there,
tis has been my second entry since the first time we actually created ur blogspot. Tis week have been a very2 tiring week for most of us especially for the Blue & Aqua Nkjm. But at the same time tis week have been a very 'Eerie' week for us remember the "Story".... Arggg... tat's kind of gross but funny though:) Ape saje lah korang ni cerita mcm tu pun korang nak share ngan the Nkjm but thanx 4 making me realise tat's he's not the rite toyboy 4 me. Muahahaha..... Evil but cute;) Watever lah.... But remember tat we should not pass the story on 2 other peeps coz berdosa tau if that rumour is not true than we will have to say sorry 2 both jongos & mok.... which i guess u guys won't want to do rite??? 4 Nuriah gd luck 2 u & jongos2, make sure tat u dun layan him tat much kalau tidak nanti dia terpkat pulak. Hehe...So tat's it den. Sayonara:) Red NKJM

Happy 1st B'day To NKJM Blogger

2004-08-03T04:49:00.000-07:00

By: White NKJM.

Hello, my fellow NKJM! This is WHITE NKJM here, and we (Black,Red,White NKJM) have started this blog for fellow NKJM.
Do check in here and post all/any of your thoughts, ya???
Hope the rest of the NKJM (Blue, Aqua & Pink) agree to the overall look of the blog!
So, of this date, August 2nd 2004 is the birthday of our NKJM blog named Mama Planets.
BTW, pls take note of our newly-created NKJM e-mail : dee_nkjm@hotmail.com
Well, this is all White NKJM have to say now!
Till then, my fellow NKJMs!!!

*toodles and tata!*

Nakajimas.......

2004-08-02T01:50:00.000-07:00

Aloha....

So at last kite dah ade blogspot:) Hepi seh..... Hmm.... juz wanna say it has been nice knowing you peeps. Thanx 4 being there for me when i needed u guys the most. And to arfah welcome 2 the club..... hehe..... so anyone whose free can visit this website. Tat's all.....

Red NKJM